Kids With Learning Disabilities

They still love playing with legos....

On hard days, these thoughts often linger in my mind....
When it feels like I can't go on...When my head is throbbing with pain. When every breath is more painful than the last,
and my heart is breaking into a million pieces.
When my tears won't dry, and just keep falling. 
I feel utterly helpless - there's nothing I can do.
I used to believe in miracles, but I don't understand how God can be so cruel. I love these kids. Why them? Why me? Why this? 
My one and only wish is that my kids could be normal. I hate seeing them suffer, not knowing what their future holds or the suffering they will have to endure.
The only way I can made it through each day is to keep telling myself...
There has to be a reason that God made my kids this way. I pray that someday God will use them in a big way to bring people to Him. 
I have no idea why God chose me to be their mom, I lack in so many ways. But God knows I love them.
So, I keep telling myself though all the tears and heartache, that God has a plan, and his plan is the answer to my whys.
So if you are reading this, please pray for my kids, that God will use them in a big way, and that they will be strong. Pray that I will have peace, and that I can remember this truth.... That God has a plan.


*Note:
Our son is a special needs kid. He is on the spectrum with an Intellectual disability, which is a
neurodevelopmental disorder with significantly impaired intellectual and adaptive functioning. He functions on a kindergarten level and has multiple learning and mental disabilities. He sees everything in black and white. They don't know if he will ever learn to read or go beyond where he currently is academically.

Our youngest daughter has two specific learning disabilities, and a speech and language disability. Learning to read has been a huge struggle for her. This is her 3rd year in kindergarten/first grade.

The doctors believe a genetic mutation in my husband and my DNA is the main cause, with our son born with a chemical imbalance and neuro damage, making his worse.

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